.:: 2nd cycle of my chemotherapy ::.

Date: 16/12/2009
Venue: PPUM, Bed no.14

0950- waiting for cab

1019-arrive at PPUM then settle
everything about ALIMTA purchasing.

1305- starting 1st bottle
(refer previous post for the fluids used)

1410- 2nd bottle

1500- a doctor come & non-stop asking
few Qs, what I can remember is
"your case is quite interesting"

1515- I just realized that drip too slow
& the fluid is only half after an hour.

1630-starting 3rd bottle, have to flush,
sgt sakit sbb lme sgt drip tuh stop.

1749-starting 4th bottle

1908- inject Kytril & start 5th bottle

1920- got problem..drip stop, start flushing
for 2times..<--sakit sgt2..

1933- drip ok..ubt jln tp start rse bgkak &
sakit smpi siku.

2003- call nurse..feel pain seriously,

2023-start 6th bottle

2055- 7th bottle

2105- terpakse stop ubt chemo.
xblh thn kesakitan yg teramat2..
kebas sblh tgn till sejuk & pucat.
off line, waiting for a doctor.

2127-Dr. Aruna set new line..branula pn masuk
kt tgn sblh kiri lak..

2128- continue CISPLATIN

2159- fmly dtg tgk..mgadu mcm2..
nages sbb xtahan..gv up meraung2
xnk bt chemo lg..<--become insane

2300- fmly blk..alone..nangis lg..
i cant imagine how it feels..
empty..mcm terbiar..(i'm not sure)

2319- 8th bottle

0310- 9th bottle

0457- finish 9th bottle but relax jap
sbb nurse ade kije.klu ikutkn ati nk jerk psg sndiri.
bkn ssh pn..<--nk cpt blk..

0509-10th bottle

0723-last bottle, 11th bottle.

1045-off line, mandi, tidy up stuff then
dgn rushing nyer masuk cab.
Fobia dok dlm hsptl tbe2.

1110-i'm home.